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Can I watch this forever?

you guise dont know how much i love this

this is amazing

it brings me chills
wait, that’s just my ceiling fan.

this will always be one of my fav post on tumblr

I love rain so much i just want it to start pouring omg

i love this

Can I watch this forever?

you guise dont know how much i love this

this is amazing

it brings me chills


wait, that’s just my ceiling fan.

this will always be one of my fav post on tumblr

I love rain so much i just want it to start pouring omg

i love this

(Source: cyberclutz, via cunderfunt)

Filed under night rain life

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Phone Calls…

I called six people today. I’m not much of a phone person because I become that awkward person on the other end that doesn’t know how to keep a conversation. I blame my childhood.

Anyways, first call left a vmail.
Second, had a semi convo made plans to dine or just hangout in two weeks or so.
Third, left a vmail.
Fourth, spoke to my ex La Bff. Short call, but needed.
Fifth, got hung up. Redialed… It’s my ex El Bff. Moment of truth, shared a few details, apologized, teared up, and had a decent convo which was very much needed.
Sixth, left a vmail.

Trying to fill the gaps, make ammends, and not be missing in action.

To those I did speak to, they were surprised and glad to know that I am alive. So much in so little time. Trying to get my life together day by day. A second, minute, and hour at a time.

Filed under phone call calling voicemail friends fellows past present future life good bad ugly recovery ammends shares feelings

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I still remember the day I was watching this movie and as this scene came up my mother got so excited due to the song. As she saw what I was watching she just couldn’t believe her eyes. Til this day though… I feel the pain of the character. Yes, suicide is no way out. But just the thought of it. It’s the scary thrill that gets to me. Makes me cry every time.

Filed under Harry Nilsson Without You suicide depression stress life anxiety the rules of attraction rules of attraction twenties crisis hopeless worthless tears crying scary thrill